Wow I’m so sorry you had to endure so much pain. I read your writer’s bio and can put two and two together on how this turned out. My hearts goes out to you. I’m not sure how long it has been since all of this but you are very strong to write this and share it with everyone. I really hope you find a bit of weight lifted off you or a community that has experienced similar through this. Again, thank you for sharing and I’m so sorry for your loss.